"The sight of a feather in a peacock’s tail, whenever I gaze at it, makes me sick!" —Charles Darwin, in a letter to Asa Gray (3 April, 1860)
This one clotted like old blood. I took several stabs at it. I wrote it in spurts. To you, who met me at my most sacred, I bear the imprint of violence. I tried to clean up that swamp of lacunae with grandpetrine infills of language. No cities arose is a rose from it. I was lent form and asked for my terrors. Epiphytes, like birds of paradise, were once presumed to lack foothold, to be —as they say— not for purchase. But I have feet of my own making which I have pulled out from under your sleeves. And cut.